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Naked Emptiness

Time is irreversible, so do the bodily changes in a pregnant women . Though my pelvic floor and vagina stretched well and gone back to its form doing its business , its not easy for me to be back to my own self post pregnancy.

Taking care of baby and taking care of myself was bit luxury for me. I got little to more help from my husband since my baby delivery. As months gone i took control of all the household chores and baby chores.

Being struck at home we both started to feel the boring vibes between and within us, so I tried not to disturb him too much .

Just like the whole world , my plans have been shattered due to PANDEMIC , having no idea what to do further (Man proposes god disposes) we moving along the life's rhythm.

We trying to fill our empty days with some memories and happiness but it misses the core value of us. We both are people person ,like we can't be without people. We always try to squeeze people into our lives either partying or travelling .
But now it's a impossible task , even though we tried to throw few parties but little hesitation about the prevailing situation made us to shorten the group.

Travelling is little bit tricky with the situation and still my baby is still very young. During spring our travel plans included so much process as we have to look for the facilities to breast feed and diaper changes and many more.
With baby we feel happy as well as tired , our everyday is simply filled with NAKED emptiness. 
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