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Carrer break

I use to write a lot during my mid 20’s , well I can call that more of my own scribblings which read by selective group of people . My mid 20’s gave me time and reason to write , being appreciated for what I wrote gave me the confidence to write more . But the truth is , that was the most darkest phase of my life and used writing as my cover to hide myself . I think I did a great job in covering  my pain at the least for the world . But my closest perks know my weakest saddest part well . Now am nearing to start my 30’s , I have seen so many changes in myself and my life has taken a different path now which I never thought or imagined to be (turned out to be good though)! Life has taught me so many lessons and gave me handful of experience and stories. These 10 years from my 20 to 29 years , life has changed me from BTech graduate πŸ‘©πŸ»‍πŸŽ“➡️ customer care executive πŸ“žto MBA graduate πŸ§‘πŸ»‍πŸŽ“.  Professional life as Data analyst πŸ‘©πŸ»‍πŸ’»➡️ an associate πŸ‘©πŸ»‍πŸ’Όand  part timer a...

Midnight study stories

It's almost midnight, iam in my apartment lounge studying Japanese. It was a hard phase for me and my husband to tackle all kinds of problems, with the newborn and work from home. It was overwhelming for both of us. After all now we both can come to an understanding and work things out by allocating a specific time for my Japanese study. Yes iam blogging during my study hours, I hope my husband won't read this to get mad at me. Parenting is hard, parenthood made the biggest impact in our lives, when we look back just one year before we could able to do so many things without having a second thought but after baby even peeing needs a second thought as who should have an eye on baby while am doing my business. So preparing for the Japanese exam (JLPT) wasn't easier. But we both working things out making time for each other. We both felt a gap after the baby as we both were tired all the time and I had postpartum depressions. However now we both are not so intimate...

Birth story - Pandemic pregnancy

Thank you might be the least smallest word i can say to the people who kept me in their prayers !  Who were really worried about me and my pregnancy and were supportive. This pregnancy and baby birth gave me a whole new perspective how a positive and a negative vibes influence us . It's been 24 hrs of false labour pain. 6 hrs of god know what on earth that pain to categorize. Amid prevailing covid situation and restrictions. On 25th night the pain started by 11pm and it continued around the clock till morning On 26th came to hospital to get admitted on 11 am my husband left me in the visiting area(due to covid restrictions) with a hug and was in  tears , though I couldn't hold on mine i said to myself to be strong not to waste my energy. As there is a big day waiting ahead of me. Doc after seeing him all alone and with tears in the visiting area told him that it's gonna be alright. After doctors examination thank fully my cervix opened 3 cm already !  She told me to call ...