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Carrer break

I use to write a lot during my mid 20’s , well I can call that more of my own scribblings which read by selective group of people . My mid 20’s gave me time and reason to write , being appreciated for what I wrote gave me the confidence to write more .

But the truth is , that was the most darkest phase of my life and used writing as my cover to hide myself . I think I did a great job in covering  my pain at the least for the world . But my closest perks know my weakest saddest part well .

Now am nearing to start my 30’s , I have seen so many changes in myself and my life has taken a different path now which I never thought or imagined to be (turned out to be good though)!

Life has taught me so many lessons and gave me handful of experience and stories.

These 10 years from my 20 to 29 years , life has changed me from BTech graduate 👩🏻‍🎓➡️ customer care executive 📞to MBA graduate 🧑🏻‍🎓. 
Professional life as Data analyst 👩🏻‍💻➡️ an associate 👩🏻‍💼and 
part timer as babysitter 👼🏻and JAL ground service person🛩
Being single to Married 👩‍❤️‍👨t➡️Mom 🤰👨‍👩‍👦.
Becoming a student was never been hard for me , learning new things always excited me that way I learned (still learning )Japanese language . 

Having a career break for 4 years is kind off scary when am thinking about resuming my professional career. 
Job searches makes me feel down and less. Questioning myself and doubting me is the best outcome am exhibiting for the past few months.

I thought I was over with all these postpartum dramas but we both still can’t figure out the best way to handle our current chaos.

I don’t have an idea how my early 30’s going to be , Iam not really planned or tailored it yet . After all I have been through this pandemic with handling my first pregnancy alone, struck with my husband. I don’t believe what’s more can scare me off in future than this pandemic pregnancy . 

Cheers to the future me ! Hoping for best version of myself ! More challenging and less complicated version would be nicer ! 

#careerbreak #nightowl #sadconfusedme #stayhomemom
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